He missed his flight!!! We got the time wrong so instead his leaving on Sunday. Pretty bummed out though cause I know he was looking forward on going back home and he had to pay extra for a whole ticket which he’s leaving from another city!

During the whole way to the airport, I was holding my tears and a few drops fell which I was hiding it from the beau cause I couldn’t imagine saying goodbye and I even wrote him a note for him to read before he board and then that happened… I felt horrible cause no one wants to miss their flights but in a way after on our way back I felt a bit warm about it. Does that make me selfish a bit? Probably but either way, I get to spend more time with one of my favorite persons on earth!

Maybe home is nothing but two arms holding you tight when you’re at your worst.

He’s leaving tomorrow 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I can’t think of it without wanting to cry!! 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

Happpyyyyy Monday!!!!! 😊😊

Happpyyyyy Monday!!!!! 😊😊


Yesterday I had an awkward run in the transit with the beau and Mr.Smith…Which I’ve been ignoring his messages for the past weeks. LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It was honestly so awkward just because I was high and on top I was tipsy the whole 2 minutes conversation which felt like 20 hours.  I didn’t even bother present themselves to each other until Mr.Smith was like oh my name is…… shaking hands. I WAS LIKE O.O …Then I was saved by the conducter who asked everyone that was standing up to move backwards. I WAS LIKE HALLLELLUJAHHH!!!!!

And the beau was laughing the whole fucking time!  I never thought that this day would ever happened but just the way it did..omg. so priceless! 

Then later on the evening, I received a text that said ” Nice running into you (My name), hope you guys have a great time!” I DIED OF LAUGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I called my bestie and she was dying over the situation then said I should answer in two weeks and say “It was nice running into you too. Thank you, I had a great time. Hope all is well” I rollleeddd when I heard her say that. Knowing him he wishes the opposite and the fact that he never thought that I would get over him? But I did and he’s witnessing it? L-OH-FUCKING-L!!!  Ahhhhhh sweet karma!!!

Anyway, the beau leaving in four days booo :( :( 

Gonna enjoy the last weekend he’s here, tonight we’re going to my mom’s bestfriend for dinner then the rest of the weekend go with the mood.

Hope yall had a great week and a great weekend! 


So far one argument over the littlest thing which was solved a bit after and the rest everything is going good except for when I suffocate him with lots of hugs and sexual favors but that’s only cause he’s leaving in one more week :( ahhhh can’t even think of that right now.

Also my ass hurts. But I’m not even complaining LOOOOL!

Anyway going to enjoy the last few days and maybe let him see my blog as his going away gift? Nay or Yay?


this is SO FUCKING RELEVANT right now.


this is SO FUCKING RELEVANT right now.

(Source: blue--falcon)

I have learned that if you are down, stay down. Don’t get back on your fucking feet until you are prepared to stand. Don’t get up until you have learned why you fell. Nine times out of ten, it is because you were weighing down on someone who could no longer hold you. You gave someone your power. You forgot about yourself. Let me tell you something - there is one person there for you. One person. It’s the same person that wipes your shit and feeds you and cleans up your vomit after a drunken night. It’s the same person who brushes your teeth and tends to your wounds and gets your crying ass out of the shower. The same one that tucks you into bed and cradles you in the night and fights off the darkness and embraces the light. It’s you. It’s always been you. Don’t get off that fucking ground because you see somebody you know or somebody you want to know, or - somebody you can rely on. Wipe your fucking face and get up for you. Because you can. Because it’s the least of what you owe yourself.
Rock climbing

I havent’ went climbing in soooo long aka since I was a child and my hands are definitely not made for it… LOL

But it was definitely worth it and I finished a wall back and forth! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 

And the beau is a oh natural at it compared to me! He looked damn good at it tooo.. This man  oooomfff!